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I almost can't take it anymore. I pretend that everything is okay when really its not. I'm so lonely. There's this guy I like but I don't think he's as serious as I am about wanting to be in a serious relationship. I'm really hurt about Jesse being back on drugs.. He was my rock. I would have done anything for him. I feel like I can't breathe. I'm so sick of the life I live. I love myself and my baby girl but enough is enough. I want to be back at my dad's and my sisters and my brothers. Me and my brother have gotten really close lately and I it has meant so much to me. Well, I'm going to get off here. I start school tomorrow so I need to get some rest. Love Alexis
